Real or Fantasy

I hate the real world. the real world is stoopid. i've never gotten along the real world. So i created my own. my world is still dangerous and hard. and i go through many trials. but i feel more comfterble there then in this world. the world where i'm trapped. theres no way out. but my fanatsy world. that feels more real to methen anything. i see things from that world in the this "Real" world. they follow me they stalk me. i know what they want. but i refuse to give it them. i'll keep fighting back until i win. i'm determined to win. if you want to know more about that world. look on my other 2 blogs. ....i just wish i could dissapear from this world.

There and back again

i rather hate that saying. "There and Back again." the reason i hate it is because what if you don't want to go back. what if you want to just stay where you are? thats the story of my life. i leave my home i want to stay away and not go back. because when i go back i know exactly whats going to happen. i'll be ignored and looked down upon. and i'll feel like sinner in a house hold of similar people. I'm the only odd one in the family. everyone else gets along. except me. i'm different and they judge me and look down on me because of it.  So why go back? why not just stay where i'll be happy and never looked down on. Somewhere where i fit in...somewhat. i don't really fit in anywhere. i guess thats my randomness for tonight.