Work.

When I first started working at Papa John's Pizza. I hated it. There was this girl that we started at the same time and everything. and for some reason she just hated me. she didn't even know me. Why does she have the right to treat me like Shit? She doesn't. but now. i apsolutly Love working there. I have a friend there now. She is so great. and now that i don't work with the girl that hates me that much it's great. Tysen (the girl i get along with) is just awesome. she's 17 and graduated high school early. she wants to be an ASL interpreter we have fun signing to each other.  she also has a kid. Niki. i can't wait to meet her. i've only seen pictures. she also invited me to her party. but she necleted to tell me when it was.  but i'm excited anyways. after i met her. I started constantly asking myself. Why do i always get along with the people who have gone through hell? or how are not apart of the church? or very much inactive? Cuz Tysen like Sydney has gone through hell. and there have been many times when i've stated my beliefs and she asks me questions.instead totally bashing on it. and she doesn't hate me for it either. I think she has a silent respect for me because of it. She's told that all of the mormons she's met are some of the worst people. and that right off the back tells me that the mormon's she's met are not truely converted. or are living it correctly. She knows i'm planing on serving a mission. She has not bashed me on that either. She's questioned me why i want to and stuff like that. but she's never out right told me why would you do a stoopid thing like that? or something. I hope that we'll stay friend through my mission. maybe she'll write me. that would be great. i'd love to see her when i get back from my mission too. she's made choices and she prevails. she's a fighter. and i totally respect her for that.after everything she's gone through. and expessually since she's a mom now. she gets it. it's not about her. it's about her kid and the best life she can give to her. we always have so much fun at work together when we do get to work together our mind is like on the same channel. it's great. sometimes it feels like we've known each other longer then we really have. i find that interesting.  cuz that exact samething happened with me and sydney. and were best friends. i wonder what it means with how we'll i've connected with Tysen. i dunno... maybe i'll find out soon.from the near future.